Theme Song

In the meantime, Hard Times Happen by Josh Kelley is my theme song. (I know that the lyrics may seem that I’m hoping for someone [maybe DCboy] to come back to me, but that’s not it.) I’ve bolded my favorite lines. The day you walked into my life
Was like a hurricane inside
I couldn't walk, I couldn't talk
It happened to me

I took you deep inside my world
I made you want to be my girl
You couldn't walk, you couldn't talk
You know it happened to you

Well let me tell you now
Hard times happen
Can you hear fate saying
Told you so, look at you now
Do you really wanna wanna give in, give in, Lord?

Picture credit: siouxland.net

This time around
There's no way I can let you down
Cause I'm here and I plan to stay

I've seen the other side
Your light shines brighter than the best
I want you for the rest of my days

Thought I was better off alone
Keep it simple, I've been told
Cut the line, you'll have more time for fooling around

But I was blind to let you go
I came back to let you know
I couldn't walk, I couldn't talk, without my baby by my side

(Chorus)

I am no saint
I know you think I could never change
Another hopeless case in Hollywood
But you've saved me from myself
You've conquered me
And I will have nothing less than all of you

Help me momma, it's cold outside

(chorus)

March Maddness

Check out the face of the Duke player. HILARIOUS!

AGAIN! ARG

Convo with him again tonight:

DCboy: and if you don't come to our party you won't get to meet her
C$: all i got was something about 'yay for redheads, boo for blondes' or whatever along those lines
DCboy: we've become one of those disgusting couples that everyone (especially us) hates in public
C$: so you are going to make us witness this in private?
DCboy: oh yes
DCboy: you can watch us make out at the party
C$: 'cause that's EXACTLY what i want to see
DCboy: O:-)
C$: i might have to warn the girls
C$: so i take it you guys are serious
DCboy: it has... intensified quickly
C$: wow
C$: that's great
DCboy: we just really like each other
DCboy: yeah
DCboy: it's cool
C$: good
C$: yeah
DCboy: except that I am leaving
DCboy: fucking always works that way
C$: haha yep

i guess that's it. that's the end of it. no more. i'm out and she's in. although, i was never really in, but now it's for real.

i need to talk to a"real" man what to do about this. is he doing this just to make me jealous,or is he really not that into me. in normal circumstances, i'd say he's just not that into me, but with him, games are free flowing and nothing is off limits.

god damn i hate this. why can't i find my own "redhead" and move on from this bastard?

Rethinking things

So, it doesn't seem that I am the only one that is lagging behind on her blogging entries--it seems that everyone I read is in the same boat, especially Kristy over at She Walks. It also seems that both she and I are a little fustrated with ourselves at the direction our blogs are going in.

She has been keeping part of her life secret, mainly the man in her life, from her blog and although we all respect her decision to keep part of life off from the internet (he's a blogger too and would read her posts....drama inevitable) we were also missing out on a very important part of her life and that's what we love about her. Her "breezy elegance" with everything in life, her drinking wine straight from the box, her hilarious recounts of dates and events that make us want to read her daily. And I think she's come to a realization that by not putting stuff up on the internet for us to read, she is hiding part of herself and not being true to herself.

Now, it's not that I have a secret life that I'm keeping off line, but I feel that my blog has gone from it's original intention- about me, going through this thing we call life and having a little fun along the way. It's become more of a day-to day retelling of the night before or of conversations with DC boy and not about me. This is one place where I can be selfish and make whomever is reading this read only about me! and I hope to return back to that starting....Now.

and maybe that means more pictures! :) maybe even pictures of my horribly bruise ankle pre-surgery and of my loverly ugly ass white cast post-surgery. woohoo

until new posting

C$